can a spouse support u through all this.

I'm really sorry to hear your husband is not supportive. Maybe if you find a counselor to speak with he can go with you so they can inform him. For some people, it's hard for them to deal with the unknown. Something that's not "normal" to them. Maybe if he's informed, whether by you giving him literature or seeing a therapist, he'll come around. If he loves you, he'll come around and understand you're not weird or crazy. If he doesn't, well, that's not for me to say. I hope he can open up his mind and heart and become the loving, supportive husband you need.