I feel so alone...

Submitted by Niki on Mon, 10/19/2009 - 19:13

I started when i was 12 because i was sexually abused and bullied at school i can't stop it's been seven years and i hate myself for it no one understands this is breaking my heart i love my hair. I don't want to feel alone trapped and tormented by this compulsion and i know i should stop but i can't it feels so good. Please someone reach out to me i don't know what to do :'(

‹ my mom is forcing to shave my head if she finds a new bald spot.. help ? I need to talk to someone. ›
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Aww, I know exactly how you

Submitted by Cicicoco97 on Sat, 11/14/2009 - 08:27.

Aww, I know exactly how you feel. I've been pulling for about seven years too and for a while, I felt like I was the only one in the world who had this problem. I've been trying to do my best to stop, but it's just so hard. If you would like someone to talk to, you can email me at c3hoxsie@hotmail.com :)

That's horrible. I hope the

Submitted by Skylar on Mon, 10/19/2009 - 23:02.

That's horrible. I hope the people who did that to you got punished. I understand how you feel to. I myself have been pulling for 7 years and can't seem to stop because it is the only thing that makes me feel good. I've stopped right now for 3 weeks and whenever I get an urge, I just get out a stress ball or something to make me stop or watch TV. I mostly do it when I am on the computer. I started because I too felt alone in the world. I hope you get to feeling better! =[

I'm going to try and stop I

Submitted by Niki on Tue, 10/20/2009 - 05:55.

I'm going to try and stop I do it all the time even in my sleep :( i hate feeling alone....I know my main trigger is guilt like if i think i ate too much i pull my hair out and stuff so i just have to make sure i don't do anything that could make me feel guilty. Thank you for replying i feel a bit better knowing this site exists because i haven't ever met anyone else with this.