my story...

I started pulling when I was in grade school. I saw someone pulling and, for reasons I do not understand, I started. I am not blaming the person that I saw way back when...I take full responsability for what I am doing, because ultimately I know that the only person that is stopping me from quitting it myself. Many years have gone by now and I still struggle. There were years when I was so close to "curing" this and there were others where it seemed like it would never end. I am not sure how to solve this, but I am still hopeful and would really appreciate any feedback from anyone who can help me out. The fact that I am writing on this forum is a huge step for me and I am hoping that it encourages others to do the same so that maybe, we can work it out collectively as opposed to trying to solve it alone. Hope to hear from someone soon : )